"Honey, You're Not in Your Body"

My personal journey to empowered embodiment and how incredibly lucky I was to have someone to See and support me in the process of embodying my Soul. Now, I'm paying it forward...

When I was in high school, my mom and I used have a special time before she went to bed when we just sat and talked. One evening when I was about 16, I was dealing with a lot of stress from exams, and I asked her to rub my shoulders.

My mom gives the best massages.

She’s a trained massage therapist who’s always willing to help my body find what it needs. (Yes, I know how lucky I’ve been!)

I’ll never forget this night in particular, because the moment she touched my shoulders, she pulled her hands away as if they’d been burned. Then she took a deep breath, set both hands on my shoulders with great intention, and said something I’d never heard before:

“Honey, you’re not in your body.”

“What? What does that even mean?” I asked, sounding unintentionally snarky and sarcastic, the way teenagers so often do.

How could I not be in my body? Where else would I be?

The idea sounded ridiculous.

Used to my teenage tone, my mom patiently explained that my consciousness was floating around somewhere “out there”.

“You don’t want to feel your feelings, so you left your body,” she said gently.

That’s where the gentleness ended.

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My mom immediately started patting my shoulders, tapping me on the head, karate chopping my back the way massage therapists do, and punctuating her movements with staccato commands: “Allysha! GET… IN… YOUR… BODY!”

“RIGHT… … … HERE!” she said dramatically. She grabbed my face and smooshed my cheeks together, holding me captive and looking into my eyes. I saw a hint of playfulness in her deep-seeing hazels, but as I gazed into their depths, I could feel her calling me, urging me toward presence.

“Good,” she said, with an easy smile and a small nod. “Now sink down into your body,” she ordered, as if it was the most normal thing in the world.

“Feel your arms… Good, now your belly… Now your feet…”

My mom is a hereditary Seer—her line’s where many of my gifts come from. Now that I’ve trained my own gifts, I understand how clearly she could See exactly what was going on inside me.

She helped me work through the discomfort of being present… to notice the urge to flee and choose—in spite of everything—to stay.

At the time, I didn’t realize how much that evening would change my life:

“Honey, you’re not in your body…”

I don’t know when my consciousness left my body—whether I never came in fully or whether a traumatic event caused me to leave—but as mom coached me through bringing my awareness down into my physical body, I could feel the difference.

Now, more than 20 years later—this body has become a highly-sensitive vessel of awareness.

I feel and experience the world in every cell of my body, offering untold Wisdom and subtle information that isn’t available to those who haven’t yet learned to walk with their feet on the Earth.

I was unbelievably lucky to have someone who could coach me through those first, challenging moments of embodiment.

And now it’s time to pay it forward.

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Here at Mystery, Magic & Mayhem…

THIS MONTH’S SACRED EXPLORATION IS:

🌳🖤 Empowered Embodiment 🖤🌳

The revolutionary act of embodiment means inviting your soul to live fully in your body. When you attend to your body in ways that are loving, present, and courageous, you heal ancient wounds and step into the magic that is calling you forward.

This month, we’re offering live events, Energy Magic, and powerful discussions to support you in the journey to empowered embodiment—a space where you can discover the true depth and breadth of the Magic that you are.

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February Heretical Events

Community Energy Magic

Friday, Februrary 14 @ 9:30am PST / 12:30pm EST / 6:30pm CET / 4:30am AEDT (+1 Day)

A Divinely-guided transmission where you’ll learn to bring your consciousness down into your body and infuse every cell of your being with Love. Healing old wounds, clearing out not-self energies, and inviting your Soul into deep relationship with the physical world, you’ll practice Divinely-empowered embodiment.

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Heretic Happy Hour

Wednesday, February 19 @ 5:30pm PST / 8:30pm EST / 12:30pm AEDT (+1 Day)

Bring your favorite brew for an hour of magical inspiration with kindred spirits in a safe-to-be-yourself space. This month we’ll explore what it means to be human on Planet Earth and how our relationship with the physical body impacts our experience of real magic.

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Heretic Reading Circle

(TBA at the end of the month) - POLL COMING SOON ABOUT TIMES FOR THESE EVENTS

Share the epiphanies and explorations that this month’s magical book open up for you as you explore a profound relationship with the energy of Money right here in the physical world.

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So our community of Heretics has voted to spend ONE MORE MONTH exploring the powerhouse book:

Love Money, Money Loves You by Sarah McCrum!

Going far beyond our everyday concept of money, this book is actually a powerful transmission from the energy of Money itself, teaching us about longing, relationships, value, and the fundamental nature of the universe. Stepping into these magical lessons will revolutionize the way you operate—opening new channels of giving and receiving to transform your entire life!

I highly recommend grabbing the audiobook, read by the author with her lovely British accent.

→ More information about our magical Heretic Reading Circle coming soon! 📖✨

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