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Julie Schmidt's avatar

This a powerful post Allysha! These times of grief we don't know we need. These times of healing ritual that we long for but don't exist in our current culture. These times of recognition that we are called to and don't know why. These times of surrender that show us the way home. Thank you for sharing this intimate window into your heart and motherhood. I felt you all the way through. From the despair to the grief, from the anger to the forgiveness... Beautiful!

Ohhh and love Mary Oliver, always wonderful to reread her again and again.

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Sylvia Rose's avatar

Thank you for sharing this story, Allysha! I’ve been catching myself in a pattern of needing to control things when it comes to my kids, but after reading this I’m starting to wonder how much of it is induced by grief and clinging to the past.

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